Seasons of joy!

Here comes another delightful season of the year, X'mas!
yeahh yeahh yeahh...
I was hoping to go Singapore to celebrate since i was form4 i think, blame it on the people who keeps psycho-ing me. But i always didn't get to go cause of particular reasons, and i think this wish will not be granted any years near. You wanna know why?
Cause my beloved uni actually plans our final exams during this time of the year. ZZZ
But i do have the intention to travel back n forth to Sg just to celebrate x'mas. BUT BUT BUT, not this year, next year maybe.
As i was told, CNY is going to be around Jan.
like what the heck..why so close to xmas?! I am gonna be damn broke. T.T
Christmas present is always hard to get when you don't have money. =.=''
and once it hits xmas i have like 10 or more close friend's birthday coming up..geesh...every year also like that one..but is the thought that counts.
so gotta start cracking my head already.
i NEED ideas!
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Crap... for now i can only think of BOLT...
dun get me wrong, i don't fancy that dog but the HAMSTER!!!
(pictures taken by Shannon from the cinema posters)
damn fat rite...i remembered last time my hamster also like this fat...and they got the ball like Rhino too..by the way his name is Rhino...if i'm not mistaken.
Ohya, i was shopping in Jusco just now..and Giordano has really nice jeans costly of coz but jeans can wear long long time so can consider lar...i always wanted a really nice pair of jeans but cannot afford levis lar...
i heart m'sia mega sales!!!

list about myself

Okay. I didn't wanted to blog recently cause i think i haven got my mind straight yet.
AND i doesn't want myself to be posting an "over emotional" post.

Well, i have been thinking a lot lately, there's a few things that i noticed about myself.
1. I am always not on time.(what to do, that's how MY clock works. :] )
2. I am a person who is afraid of changes.
3. I like to laugh out loud.
4. I like things to be organize and planned.
5. I am very sensitive when i tend to assume something.
6. I love LOVE. :D friends and family are my strength.
7. I want to learn graphic design n drawings! I want to learn about colours and also photography! ( but i don't have the talent.)
8. I always wonder why i did not choose mass communication over accounting.I think its because an accountant earns more money.Damn i am so realistic.
9. I gets confuse easily.
10. I have another prospect about my faith and still holding on to it.
11. I finally believe in putting an effort and Believe. (*Clap clap* need some encouragement for myself, it took me long to reach this point.hehe)
12. I seriously need to exercise. It has been a long time since I last sweat.
13. I got fatter 1 year ago and its not going up nor down. a good thing or not? :\
14. I don't fall asleep that easily anymore. Hehe, maybe a good thing to some people.

i just want to be where i belong

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.