Coffee &Tea

I am suppose to start going thru my tutorials now but i just cant stop finding things to do just to avoid starting it.
I started studying late as usual, so i'm here now suffering, overdose with coffee and tea. But tea doesn't work so i am left with the gastric killer,sigh.

You know, there's so many things in this world, actually happens; so many types of people that is ridiculously alive.
Don't get me?
There are people who are morally devalued, doesn't know how to respect, piece of shit, full of nonsense, extremely low mentality, childish as ever, spoil, stupid and are just irritating.
And what's the worst of it?
That people who are like this never realized that they are like that.
quoted from Ivan: Fck the world.
I've never felt this disgusted before.
I've never felt this hopeless for this people before.
Yet, this is the world we are living in.

xxx

Another DSLR and polaroid shoot.

SHOT SELF!!
note to self: be contented ~.~
will get one when i work.
xxx

Beach and friends!
This is the best combination ever.

polaroid

Might be shifting to a new room.
Can i put this on the wall?
I wan a polaroid camera!
I wan a DSLR camera!
I really wish things just fall off from the sky
I work hard for everything except money
I think

xxx
ARGH WHY AM I NOT BORN RICH
ARGH WHY IS THE MONEY BELONG TO US IS SO UNFAIRLY TAKEN BY SOMEONE ELSE
BITCHHH
KARMA GONNA HUNT YOU DOWN
xxx

Hey look here!

Awwww so cute right...
Just to brighten up your day,
if it helps =)))

I am oh-so-free, people around me are caught up with assignments and presentations, and also the IB event tmr. And while i feel that i should do something to stop wasting my time but i just can't get anything started. I am telling myself everyday,
" come on camille, do some work, look at people, shame on you. "
T____T
I am so addicted to this website, www.imgfave.com
They gona replace what I wana say from now on, good thing?yes?no?

This I dedicate to my best buddy, you know who you are ;) You r still gona be my dearest no matter what happen. stay strong.

And this I fav the most.
I EXIST!

cheers.
goodnite.

n o w a y

i officially hate blogspot.
i just lost my layout function.
how do i get it back.
argghhhh
pissed.

*edited
Okay i changed my mind.
I still love blogspot.hehe
xoxo

growing up affair

I WANT MY BLOG TO BE
BLACK, WHITE & GREY..
muahahaahaha
I want to do something like a 20 year old. :S
Somebody tell me what!
ohya, maybe to have a to-do-list every morning ( that is if i wake up in the morning)
not usually.
and learn to eat breakfast like adults.
and act responsible.
and its means less fooling around, less gossip in class, less chasing after dramas till 5am!
i think i am just cheating on myself.
Afterall
age is just an number... rawr!
=PPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

lost count of times

I gave you much of my tolerance and patient.
But you are such a disappointment.
I wished i wouldn't have care,
and wouldn't even try to make sense to you.
Because it is just pointless and meaningless.

When birthday is more than a celebration

Sorry for neglecting my blog for so so longggg... nothing much really happen and was caught up between assignments and still assignments.

Today i turn 20. And this year it feels so different to celebrate my birthday.
I used to celebrate real hard every time of this year, but today i just feel like having it as simple as possible.
I guess I am just plain glad with everything i have now.

So, Shannon took me out after i came back from kluang, went for a late lunch at kenny rogers and was just spending some time together. I fall asleep in one of the cafe cause i was so dead tired and he sat quietly beside me and let me take my power nap.
I am super duper happy already after seeing him putting all the effort of making me feeling special, and he got me two presents! X.X W hat more could I ask for!
And as a girl, I will forever love bags & purse. I think he read my mind.


And after we left that cafe, he took me round n round around dp and finally to the escalator, to the field, to the left and SUPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I was expecting them but I wasn't expecting them to be there. And i always feel shy when so many people are singing the birthday song, i don't know what to say or how to react.But i was really touched. I may not be good in expressing myself but THANK YOU EVERYBODY YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!

*edited*
i realised i din mention people that were involved in the suprise,hehe
shannon the retard
anselm the botak
michelle the superwoman
sarah the bubbly
qimy the lame
ivan the kiddy
kevin the big nose
singh the flurry

Thank u for all the messages n fb wishes, from my family members, ex classmate, housemates, and friends. muacks muacks muacks.

[no nice group pictures,haih]


It really warms my heart, dont know why the birthday this year feels so different. I feel so loved =)
Got early presents and lotsa wishes from facebooks and messages.
This is truly one of the breathtaking moment of my life ( dont know why i so sentimental la)
Maybe turning to the big number makes my perspective towards life very different ady (cehhh)
Anyway i will update the pictures in fb asap.
Aiya so touch lar today cannot sleep already.

p/s: Initially i have 3 wishes, but now i've got 4. and it is a secret. I shall reveal it if i manage to achieve it.