The truth to be told.

Hey you know what,
I can be very bitchy sometimes,
yea.

And i am a hypocrite too.

Well,
boys are born cocky; girls are born bitchy.
And darn
humans are all hypocrite.
Stop living in a fairy tale.

Dont tell me u don't agree,
Coz I don't accept rejection well.

Moments before judgement day comes

And this week is just another normal week,
TRYING to study in the library but somehow I wasn't really in the mood.
Slept more, wasted time more, lose my concentration more.

We did our presentation ;)
Do you know how rare is it for accounting student to actually gets to do presentation??
I was pretty nervous, but somehow i manage to mumble everything from my paper :D
I love the way how people are spontaneous, it shows confidence n intelligence (cause you definitely will show how much you know about something right)
Hope I can do well in the coming up mock meeting ~.~

This is a super late post. So everybody, happy belated easter day!!

Small easter celebration that was done by the CSS (Catholic Student Society) after our installation mass. Sorry lar have to do some publicity, we are so unknown in our uni so I would be glad if more Catholics would take the initiative to come and join us. We are very small group of people but very united =) (i sound like a pastor =X)
It's not as scary as it seems lar k.
Thou the time we spent with each other were short but we had fun!
This were the easter eggs done by everybody, and i think everybody can draw there except me ;(
I won't tell you which one is mine.

Okay now its the time of the "sem"
it is currently officially 3 weeks from finals.
shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit
SIGH
byebye i have to go n study now.

The flu and me

This is a story about the flu and me.
True story.
He is so attach to me and he has to appear every hour.
I am starting to be sick of him but I can't do anything about it.
I try sayanging him and talk sense to him but he just couldn't listen.
Well i think time will heal.
One day he will understand that we are not suitable for each other.



Cheers.

Around me and you.

You're my baby
Atleast for today
I don't know about tomorrow
Because fairy tales never tells.

I know you never lie
Atleast not straight into my eyes
I don't know about forever
But i know there is always hope.

Personality Reflection

http://www.colorquiz.com

I took a quiz.
And the results are

Your existing situation
Needs excitement and constant stimulation. Willingly participates in activities that are thrilling and offer adventure.

Your stress source
"Looking to stand out in the crowd and wanting to keep her rank and status. her current situation is irritating her because she can't seem to find anybody out there who values the same high standards she does. she is feeling isolated and wants to give in to her carnal urges, but can't bring herself to appear weak in the eyes of others. Wants others to see her unique qualities and character but can't stand to come off as needy, so instead she has an ""I don't care"" attitude and pushing people away. she turns her back on those who criticizes her behavior, but beneath her indifference is a person who is in desperate need of approval."

Your restrained characteristics
Emotionally demanding and will involve herself in close relationships but won't get too involved or give too much of himself.

Applies tough standards to her potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in her sex life.

Feels as if too many walls and obstacles are standing in her way and that she is being forced to make compromises. she needs to put her own needs on hold for the time being.

Your desired objectives
"Is very intense person who seeks excitement and sexual stimulation. Wants others to see her as an exciting and interesting person, who is also charming and can easily influence others. Uses her charm to increase her chances of success and gain other people's trust."

Your actual problem
1. "Enjoys making new plans and goals, but needs to be respected and admired for the things she accomplishes."
2. "Is disappointed and let down, feels there is no point in making new goals as they will leave her feeling the same way. Looking for friendly, pleasant relationships with others, who will further develop her intellect. Feels her current relationships are empty and holding her back. Reacting with an intense desire to become involved in various activities aimed at achieving her goals."

This is not one of those you are humble,generous, kind, sweet kind of personality quiz.
Overall this is quite true for me, so if you are still not so clear about yourself, take it. No harm right?
It's so true that I love excitement, to be stand out of the crowd, and emotionally demanding. I
AM a very intense person, and ohya, to know how to respect me is a big deal for me! If not i will get all sensitive, and start pissing you off.

Thoughts and myself

Seriously, I don't know boys can think about deep stuff that often too.
I thought this are only things that only a girl would care.

Future, dreams and fantasy.

Last time, when you talk about life to me, I can tell you so much stuff that I want to do. That kind of excitement is like, never ending energy you can have. And I always feel like I am the only one.
Everybody is being so down-to-earth, busy studying, busy with stuff that I am not interested in.

But now, life has brought me to a certain point, that I've almost completely stop dreaming. I always wonder if I can bring myself back to 10 years ago, will I change anything?

So that, I am still that bubbly girl that I used to be, I won't regret on certain things, I won't be heart broken, I won't be this mean.

.+.+.+.

I hope I can tell you more stories about her, but I can't.

She is one cute little baby that melts our heart. :)
Let's just remember the good times, alrite?
Thank you Jeng jeng for giving us 5 memorable days,
love you to bits!

One point of life

Things always did not work out the way we wanted to for a reason.
Sometimes it kills me that I know. And I know the only thing I can do is to accept and to bare with it.
Mistake that I've made, words that never meant to be spoken, it seems fated. You don't know why you did it or said it, but somehow, it happened.
Time passed so fast in this short period of time. And I realise there's nothing left to be said.I understood, and I took it the way it is. I stop talking about it, because I've left the past to the past.
There's this one thing about life, it is full of surprises, and you will never know what will happen.
Well take it anyway you want, positively or negatively.
Sometimes it is so tiring to make people understand, because people tend to care more about proving themselves being right.
Life sucks, I know, but you are the one making it worst.

Tiny glimpse

Holding on to something that I don't even know what.
All I know that it's a very mare piece of that.

.+.+.+.

Sometimes I can't breathe,
Can't seem to find the way out of this.

.+.+.+.

Things that are always stuck in between,
I never thought that this is what it will be.