The sieness

I am feeling so alone
occupying myself with chocolates,
all the way from UK
How can this still not cheering me up.
Tmr is a significant day
which can't be make significant at all
for significant shall not define in one day
but many more days to come
so

anyway the clock is gonna strike 12am soon

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There's no so.


My friend told me that the four principles of life is
first:know what to choose
second: learn how to let go
third:cope with loneliness
fourth:resist temptations

and i think in order to change yourselves or things,
the first thing you have to do is to admit it,
and it will all start off easier than you think,
true story.




Agree? not?

x.x.x

nv stop missing outings with mom and dad
missing home indeed
people who can go home where their parents are at
are so damn fortunate
how can i not resist to grow up
my heart has not feel safe
for this long
and it will still go on
but i'd still love my life laaaaaa

immaaconfusechildhaha

Pretty lady

People who watch MDG 1 or izit 2 woot woot
I just saw Ming woot woot woot
I have to say she is so pretty in fact i din recognize her at first,
was thinking woah this girl is kinda hot and oh wait she looks kinda familiar
and finally OMGGG this is ming from MDG from MDG
by that time i am already walking out of the shop
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We were in this "Gei Dak Sek" Tong Shui shop in ss2 and she was with her friend, how small lar this world, ya tell me? Though i can't really adapt with KL lifestyle but still I wana say i love KL!
I am here for only 3 days and it definitely can't beat the happeningness in malacca for em let me see, 3 months?
Okay fine i think i am abit overboard now, seriously live in KL will die wei, don't know need how much money to survive, how to go shopping malls resisting those temptations.
but damn she is hot. haha, i can't believe i just saw her in real person, end my night happily,
hehes :)



I wana watch 500 days of summer! who's with me?
oh btw its a thiller not a love story? how can that be?
And to people who has strong heart, do try Sorority row.
Good luck coping the heart pressure!

Bad ktm experience

I am in KL now, just arrived this evening and i nearly got killed in the ktm today. -_-
like squeezed u to death kinda of killing.

I understand it's sunday and it's a very pretty evening n everybody wants to get out of the house, but i can't help but say, malaysians are so inconsiderate.

I am actually very pissed off but i am trying to keep the cool so yea, SOOOOOOOO INCONSIDERATEEEEE!

say i kiasu, live in malacca no ktm lrt or what so ever, should get use to this and its normal bla bla bla bla bla. oh shut up.

We can actually make a change to this so called malaysia "Culture" if we are willing to, imagine what the tourist will think of us. damn kiasi la malaysians.

This is not the first time, but it make me freaking pissed because i was with luggage, laptop and all, and just got off from the bus, sweating like nobody business, nearly got hand cramp.

Lrt wasn't so bad but when it comes to ktm, OMFG, people were so packed, and everybody just wanted to squeeze in the ktm the first second. er helo, can't you see that it is already full?

i was standing in the middle of the entrance and got pushed in, until i am sticking someone behind of me, then some UNCLE actually bermuka yg tembok sangat, shouted "people inside please go in a bit, masuk dalam, masuk dalam sikit la"

Apparently nobody wana layan him but he keep pushing us in and in and innnnnnn until everybody got stick together with each other, And at last he got in, satisfiedly.

The story doesn't end here, my hand couldn't move,I din get to hold on to anything, I was just standing straight, then there was this emhem..not-so-skinny lady kept moving infront of me, turn to her friend to get her stuff, turn to lean of her bf, which is as same size as her, turn to talk to her fren, with me standing right behind her. Everytime she turn, my luggage got pull futher away, and the handle of my luggage was pulling my skin, argh, damn painful okay. I can't let go of my luggage right? So i try to hold on to it, and I got stuck in this standing straight-bending down position. Remember i actually had no space to bend, everybody was sticking with each other. back aching, skin toring.

Dahlah ktm lambat , by the time i reach mid valley, people were rushing to get in again. And guess who was the first one who push everybody aside to go out, that lady's bf, his is thrice my size and everybody around was being push and they pushed me. @##$#$@!$#%$%

wahlau wei like got some ghost in this ktm can't wait to go out, as if go out a second later will die like that. ARGH.

My hand remain numb for the next half an hour.
arghhhhh

EMOness

i miss you babe
i miss the old you
i miss it when we say we are friends that never gonna let anything come across us
but looking at what's going on now
i feel rather helpless
i feel i have to be out of it
because there's nothing much that i can do
the more i get in
the more hatred i feel piercing through me
and i hate it
i feel sorry for you
you are on your own now
i wish you well

=)

I don't want another pretty face,
i don't want just anyone hold,
i don't want my love to go waste,
I want you and your beautiful soul.