I have concluded that my blog is not one so much about the updates of my life, like what have I been doing lately, and what interested place I have been to recently.
And why is that?
Because I see no point in describing how I feel about certain places and how you all can imagine through my own description of words. Maybe I can show you pictures but I am just lazy like that. All that I can say is to tell you that certain places are worth going and by the end of the day, you really have to experience it yourself.
What a defensive post after some time.
I think I have this ego-ness in me that fights till the every end of everything, sometimes the wrong thing. My brother has been telling me that when people tells you something bad, it's not because they want you to feel bad, it's because they want you to know the truth.
Now a long way after i left my own comfort zone, I have became more independent but at the same time has changed to a very different person. I have to say, when you are alone outside, friendship and relationship change you the most. Because you are away from your shield, away from people who used to be around to protect you, to say things that you'll never like to hear, I somehow misses that.
I have almost forgotten how is it like to have parents around, a phone call to ask when will you be home, a sunday morning breakfast, just somebody to ask how's your day, the nagging of me being too lazy, the nagging of me being on the phone too long, and just someone who awaits you when you come home, instead of a big empty house.
Enough said, I am not asking for empathy here, just wanna remind you guys that we are now old enough to learn how to love our parents back like how they love us.
And I am giving myself a little time to settle down, to think about things I should have done long time ago, but was afraid to. Decisions take you to another path of life, where uncertainty is insecurity, afraid that I will regret this one day.
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