I find it very hard to focus, there is always gazillion things running through my mind. Even when it comes to the time that I have to, I somehow don't have the inner energy to do so. Maybe I have came to a realization that things have not always been what I expected, therefore, I always look into the possibilities and the impact of my decisions, whether it concern me myself, or the people around me.
I am so caught up with life recently, all the dramas and dramatic changes, within such a short period of time. It still feels unbelievable as ever. The heartaches and disappointments that all the false hope and expectation has bring. Sometimes I ponder about the decisions I've made, but not in a sense of regretting it. Just wonder if there is a better way out, a better way to handle things. But since I've already decided with this, I'm gonna stick with it, for this is the best that I could do. I have really no intentions of hurting anyone.
I have always feel like I am in a mess, but seriously, people at our age, who doesn't? At this point of life, it's always about soul searching and learning about what we are capable of doing. And the most important thing that we all have been trying not to lose, is our true self.
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I am so excited about this coming road trip!!! There are only two things that we are gonna do, which is EATEATEAT and PARTYPARTYPARTY! :D
We are gonna party the 'Ipoh' way, after so long, we are finally making this happen.
A getaway with my girls :))))))) SWEET!
So long never show face already, better show face a bit =p
Korean food, ahhhhhhh, my loveeee. I feel like eating it again!
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